Pairing: Joel Miller x therapist! reader, post outbreak
Rating: none, will be changed to explicit in future chapters (slow burn, eventual smut, age gap)
Summary: Life after moving to Jackson looks drastically different for Joel, survival mode is over and now he and Ellie can finally put down new roots. Ellie adapts easily but Joel finds himself struggling to settle into this new life, in more ways than some. At Ellie and Tommy’s insistence, Joel begrudgingly finds himself in therapy to try and work through his struggles but what he encounters is more than just painful memories and deeply rooted trauma.
A/N: I cannot say enough thank you’s to the number of lovely humans who encouraged this idea and supported me as I embark on my very first fic! And what better Pedro character to be the guinea pig for this idea? Lots of this story draws on my personal knowledge as a social worker, as I am working towards becoming a certified equine assisted therapist. Consequently, there are lots of horsey terms, therapy terms, and vivid descriptions of trauma at certain points. Feel free like, comment, or reblog if you enjoy it :)
Drabbles??? Like Din eating you out all slow and savoring it, but still making you cum over and over till you're in tears begging for him to fuck you, but maker you just taste so God damn good
warnings: 18+, minors dni. smut. like this might be the longest consecutive smut sequence i have ever written. take the laptop away. age gap (reader is 23, joel is in his late 40s). dbf!joel, dom!joel, some angst and some fluff, fingering, oral (f receiving), unprotected p in v, pet names (angel, baby, babygirl, darlin’, etc), possessive!joel, choking, praise kink, no use of y/n.
a/n: i love y'all. pls accept this chapter of gratuitous smut as an extension of my love for you. requests incorporated: choking, eye contact/possessive joel, joel fuckin with reader while she’s on the phone, using that big old hotel window,maybe something else i missed.
this is part 8 of my dbf!joel series. read the previous parts here:
if all or nothing was a person, it’d be könig. he possesses all the love in the world for you, all the talent of an expert marksman, and every inch his knees could possibly hold up– seeing him tower over his friend lieutenant riley truly was mind-boggling. his unyielding desire for more-more-more extends to the bedroom too. könig’s mask drapes over the crux of your thighs, concealing his technique. you can’t anticipate his next move, the suspense causing your legs to tremble. when könig’s tongue curls around your swollen clit, you can’t swallow back the wail that he drags from you so easily. “könig!” you can feel your pulse in your cunt, overstimulated from his insistent tongue, and you feel tears well up in your eyes. they cling to your lashes, droplets wetting the coarse hairs and offering a kaleidoscopic view of könig’s heavy eyelids as he watches you cry, grinding his hips into the mattress when the tears slip down your cheeks. “you must be quiet, perle,” könig urges, pausing between words and heavy breaths to deliver long, languid strokes of his tongue against your clit. he’s getting a kick out of your tears, the tremble of your thighs. “the neighbours will complain.”
Note: Since my old masterlist is getting notes again (and I’m hosting @tbb-appreciation-week this year), I thought it’s a good time to release a new version with a lot more resources. If any of you know another site or thing that it’s missing from the list, let me know and I’ll include it!! [Altho, I’m getting this close 🤏 to the hyperlinks limit on this thing 😆]
Note 2: To avoid tagging the 3 people from whom I got multiple resources repeatedly, I’ve placed 1-3 asterisks between square brackets after the links, depending on the OP. I give the respective credit to them in a legend at the end of the post.
Star Wars Character Templates by SmacksArt [the ULTIMATE battery of template for any human/humanoid original character in any era. From troopers to droids, from Jedi to Sith, from KOTOR to the sequel Trilogy. 100% RECOMMENDED]
@dai-bendu-conlang (Jedi Culture Explored) (This blog is the home of the Dai Bendu Conlang, invented by the Archive of Our Own Users aroacejoot, @ghostwriterofthemachine, and loosingletters for the Jedi Order in Star Wars.)
Lasana Lexicon by Anath_Tsurugi (fandom lexicon of the Lasat Language)
HELPFUL BLOGS & SITES
The amazing @fox-trot, who not only makes astonishing art and write an amazing fic, she also responds to medical questions and gives all kinds of references for writing medic characters. Check her #medicposting tag and you’ll find tons of information. Also check #star wars reference and her art tag while you’re at it.
@writebetterstarwars, which seems to be inactive, but there are a bunch of references there.
@howtofightwrite The place to find out how to write a good fight scene.
@scriptmedic no longer active, but it has a great deal of useful information.
@scripttorture for your whump needs. Major trigger warning for all its content.
@sw-anthrobiology A blog dedicated to collecting headcanons about the biology and cultures of Star Wars species.
@clonewarsarchives Resources & Concept Art Blog for The Clone Wars animated series.
Wookiepedia If you don’t find something in here, it’s probably because it doesn’t exist, neither as a canon nor legends reference.
Star Wars Databank: The official Star Wars website’s reference guide. All canon.
WRITING IN GENERAL(For those who don’t want to die like Stormtroopers)
SlickWrite: Completely free; online. Checks grammar, punctuation, flow, and writing style according to different settings (including fiction writing).
ProWritingAid:[RECOMMENDED] One of the most thorough online proofreader I’ve ever used. Although when using a free account gives extremely thorough feedback, with +20 different in-depth reports, for only the first 500 words. However, you can earn a premium account license (for a year or for life) if you get 10 or 20 new users signing up for free; (if you wouldn’t mind doing so using the link above and help me earn mine, please). The settings allow you to check your writing according to your needs, from general to formal to creative. It has a bonus that you can check depending on the genre you’re writing. For example, in creative, you can choose romance or sci-fiction (there are 14 sub-genre in total). And just like google docs, you can share a document, and people can view, comment or edit it too.
LanguageTool:[RECOMMENDED] Another excellent proofreader. It also has a word limit in free accounts, but if you use the add-on for Google Docs, it counts each page as a new document, so hitting the word limit is nearly impossible. It helps you to rewrite a sentence (3 a day), even if it doesn’t raise any flags; it’s very useful for when your sentence is grammatically correct, but it doesn’t feel quite right.
warnings | 18+ dark themes surrounding suicidal ideation and attempt, smut, angst
a/n | hi, folks, welcome back. i’m quite excited and also quite nervous to start sharing more of June with you. This is work touches on very heavy topics, so please take care in reading it, and know that my DMs are always open if you’d like to talk about it. Thank you for reading.
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